blah blah blah

there r 6 different grps of ppl in my house now.. n gosh, its a marketplace!! the contractor is varnishing trix's rm making the whole house stink like crazy, his men r drilling holes n hanging whiteboards n shelves on the walls. the pest control ppl hv been 'invited' coz mommy claims she saw a huge centipede in her toilet tis morn. the electrician is here coz i complained tt my telephone connection is kinda screwed up. not forgetting alisa's proj grp of hyper-active sec 3 students n trix's monotonous physics tutor. as a further distraction, there r a gazillion fancy japanese crackers juz behind me n a neighbour learning the piano! therefore, it is no surprise tt swallowing journal entries is such a mean feat. =(

*bang bang, plunk plunk, bang, plunk, plunk*

did i mention tt i hv decided to let my rm undergo renovation? even if tt means i gotta spend two wks sleeping on the living rm floor!? anyway, i wanna renovate coz i wan a study table in my rm too.. n i also wan the fancy study chairs tt bri n trix got to match their new tables. hey, gd environment = better grades yeah? tts why alisa (the smartest of us all) studies out of a high-tech, made-in-italy chair. n aft she got tt chair, all of us started whining but i dun tink mommy will specially import 3 more of tt chair juz to satisfy us. so we juz gotta be less demanding n settle for 2nd best. =)

however to accomodate my table in my really tiny rm, vincent (the contractor) is gonna build me a loft bed. tt means no more coming hm frm sch n collasping straight onto my bed anymore. it also means i can't juz leap out of bed when i'm running late in the morn. matching clothes on my bed will also be a thing of the past. haiz.. i sooo regretted psycho-ing mommy not to move into tt tanah merah landed property juz coz i wanted to be 1 bus stop away frm the boyfriend, which for tt matter, is also past-tense already. =(

hmmm, all the rubbish i typed above juz amplifies my striking resemblance to a materialistic n spoilt bimbo. so since tt perception has already been formed, juz let me indulge in another 5 min of brainless typing...

mommy changed my lights to those romantic starry sort tt switches colour gradually.. its uber cool man! imagine lying underneath the blankets with ur head upon the thumping heart of a special someone gazing up onto tt ceiling of mine? trust me, all sorta aphrodisiac emotions infiltrate ur brain. i noe tis coz i got into the enamored mood juz by hugging teddy who is neither warm nor does he hug me back.

so perhaps its a damn gd thing i'm gonna be eventually sleeping in a loft bed. so any romps tt high up will prob cause the bed to collaspe n tt is a HUGE deterrence n a perfect contraceptive. kua kua kua!

hmmm, coz tis blog is rated PG, i shall refrain frm revealing more of my intimate fantasies. WAHAHAHAHAHA!! kidding lah, everything i said above is juz a fraction of the truth n is juz me trying to pass time coz cashflow doesn't seem to be penetrating my thick skull! can't wait for darren n cheeleng to come by to motivate my lazy ass. dumdeedumdum~

7th august 2007

went to cheeleng's house to mug.. ended up chatting n eating alot!! today was a v happy day.. not only coz it was spent in the company of my dearest but more so bcoz _______ was smsing me n i wld like to believe tt he was sensitive/jealous when he tot tt i was going to meet william instead.. haha. =P

tinking abt someone n knowing tt he is probably tinking abt me too is plain awesome. coz aft spending sooo many days mths wondering wat someone is doing n finally getting the answers directly n not through some 3rd party juz leaves me pretty awed n amazed. seriously, i dun believe there is any wrd in the entire oxford dictionary tt can describe the sweetness of my smile n elation within me tt day.

gd mood also made me hv such a magnificent appetite tt cheeleng described in her blog as "joy's at my place, restricting her to eat sweets. wahahaha. *evil smile* i think her tiny mouth itch fast, want to eat sweets not long after eating the dumplings. how to diet?" well, she forgot to mention the beancurd n roti prata i had shortly aft my kuey chap. lol.

my mood was further heightened when i bought a cuteee betty boop passport holder n snow white n the seven dwarfs pencil case. *squeals*

8th august 2007

today was eventful!! firstly, i was running late n i was actually suay enough to miss my bus stop.. as i was walking back to simei mrt stn, i had to pass changkat changi sec n someone grabbed me n whispered n my ear "xiao mei, ni zhen ke ai" (translation: girl, ur cute). i was damn traumatized can?! considering the fact tt i was wearing a super conservative pullover! eww eww eww!

anyway, reached mlt 10 late n had to walk to the front to sit for the exam. super paiseh lor. hmm, the crm paper was pretty crappy but i did noe the ans to the infamous 20 mrks 'butterfly' qn. only i forgot the term 'stranger' so i ended up giving the teacher an essay filled with fill-in-the-blanks. e.g. a customer with low loyalty n profitability is called a __________. the company shld not spend money on __________ n muz strive to profit frm every __________. i tot it was a pretty idiotic thing to do. something like me writing hanyupinyin during my o-level chi compo coz i didn't noe how to use the bloody dictionary. but i still got a B3. mayb i amused the teacher. lol. =P

aft the paper was a mini celebration with darren n cheeleng. we had dinner at kobayashi, followed by rush hour 3 at cineleisure. the show was hilarious!! nv laughed so hard in ages.. in fact, i laughed till i had side stitches n my cheek muscles felt numb aft the whole 92 min comedy. though it was sorta weird to be sitting nxt to a guy who came to watch the show alone.. perhaps he tried to show he was part of our grp my leaning really close to me n kept looking to see if i was laughing at the funny bits. haha.

in case ppl stereotype my dressing, i was a dressed fit-for-an-exam k?! see the pics i took outside the photocopy shop? wrap until machiam ba zhang so the male attn was totally uncalled for! i didn't even put make-up lah.. but asyikin said i looked prettier like tt. haha.. girl-girl style ba. =P

aft the movie was more shopping n i tink i'm quite certain i wld buy the NUM red sandals coz sp students get 20% discount. also, i found the exact same tote bag mommy brought back frm japan for me. its retailing at $23.90 hor!! not $2 frm daiso can?!


9th august 2007

staying at hm w/o a fireworks date is a sad sad thing.. i'm not ugly ma.. how come so hard to find someone willing n able to go watch it with me? even going alone is not a viable option coz fireworks draw crowds n perverted banglahs like bees to honey.. *sulks* oh wells, staying at hm for family bonding once in awhile is not necessarily a bad thing.. coz mommy n daddy r the sweetest n most adorable parents i can ever ask for. i appreciate them alot hor! so dun say i 身在福总不知福.

tea-break was soon kueh, ang ku kueh, peng kueh n dou sa bing. all tis food were frm different places wor.. my bo liao parents went all over s'pore to get all the famous brands - something like a husband-and-wife food treasure hunt. my parents super cute ba? so old le still behave like kids. hehe. fyi, they r now booked into some hotel so they can hv some couple time alone.. so sweet rite? *envious*

tis is where i got my i-nv-seem-to-grow-up genes frm.. hehe. my mommy loves me! =P

our national day present frm mommy. yay!! n its not even our birthday n we get cakes.. when i was younger, we all had gifts for every public holiday such as vday, children's day, youth day n even 'gd luck' chocs before exams.. since i grew up, such surprises dwindled.. so tis gesture was really unexpected. *hugs*

my lovely choc-chip cupcake with mini hearts.. =) the green box in the background is yummy doughnuts frm white sands tt trix brought hm.. an inferior copycat of donut factory n they dare charge such exorbitant prices. zzz..

dinner was...

... pizza hut n kfc delivery so we can all watch the parade w/o the complexities of a sit-down dinner. =))

i'm a fat but utterly pleased girl!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

back to blog aft an afternoon of studying coz cheeleng n darren decided to pop by to brighten my day..

the study rm was crowded so we had to study on the floor.. see, we r such disciplined students. wahahaha! =X

my mess!! sweets galore n drinking water out of 'happy birthday' cups. haha.. so random. n coz i'm such a cheapskate, i also hv to 'steal' electricity to charge my hp.. =P

aft studying we went to terminal at changi for dinner. the first column was wat we had at kobayashi while the following two columns was tonight's dinner.. mine is the pink box, cheeleng ate the orange one n darren had the blue food. hehe.. i'm lame lah. juz entertaining myself. ^^

my iced hazelnut latte was bitter n i was sooo greedy, i started on my hokkien mee before remembering to take a photo. oops! cheeleng tried the 'speed boat' mocktail but they didn't give her the candied cherry n dainty umbrella tt my mocktail always come with.. she says its bcoz gst increase n since they nv jack prices, they gotta save on the frills. haha. darren was super silly/suaku n ordered barcardi breezer tinking its some fancy alcoholic drink.. its S$9 can?! super bo hua. tsssk!!

while taking in the night breeze, we talked abt our ideal dating requirements with sentimental love songs playing in the background. for some reason, i subconciously caught the lyrics of tis song.. i dunno why i loved it sooo so so so much tt i saved part of the lyrics in my drafts n googled it immediately aft reaching hm juz so i can hear the full song again.. also, i removed my 'big girls don't cry' blog song juz so ur can play tis song properly..



Kate Winslet - What If
=======================================================

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heartache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take it back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I could say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried

If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

=======================================================

someone told me tt a failed romance is where one chpt in my 'bk of life' close. with each closure comes a new opening.. but i dun like unhappy endings. however cliche happily ever afters are, i still wan my knight in shining armor, i still wan disney princess tissue paper.. argh!

supper was at the really dirty but mouth-watering hawker centre. wanted teh tarik n coconut juice but ended up with sesame paste coz old wives tales say tt it makes hair smooth n shiny. no harm believing ma. heeee.



see, we r gonna hv nice, silky hair now. =D

to end on a curious note,



tt place is filled with fans on all four walls..


p/s (tis entry took 3 days to complete so the structure may not seem v smooth. haha.. i'm a perfectionist so i refuse to post a sub-standard entry. but yet, priorites say i gotta study.. so here is wat i hv for now. enjoy.)

ahhh, tomato juice is yum! n reading harry potter while attempting ratios is bittersweet. also, biscuits with hello-kitty prints taste cuter. hmm, dun ask how "cuter" is supposed to taste like. it juz feels tt way. *grins*

tata~